seems every time i open this blog up to write i am always plagued with questions. endless questions to which i have no answer to. i keep asking myself question after question, and it only leads to en endless maze of questions. i keep asking myself what it is i really want, and i cannot seem to give myself a satisfactory answer. every time i tell myself i will not make the same mistake again, not do the same things wrong time after time...........
but it still remains the same. there is no difference. i can never rest easy, i can never have any peace.
so many unanswered questions, so many things unsaid.
i think its really time to get serious
